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I literally just watched this video and burst into tears, and I do not cry easily. I'm beginning to lose faith in Dean/Cas. It's obvious that Cas cares and loves Dean. On the other hand, Dean's feelings are less clear. I still feel like Dean's words of family and brother were insincere. I couldn't figure out why at first, but then it hit me, Dean can throw these words around, but actions speak louder than words. What has Dean really done to show Cas he cares? This is an honest question because I'm coming up blank.
I'm beginning to think that Dean/Cas is onesided. Dean just seems incapable of truly loving and caring about someone outside of Sam. (I mean look at Lisa and Ben.) Bobby is the exception because he's the father figure. Oh yeah, I'm still upset with the finale and the season as a whole. I'm such an emotional masochist. I said I wasn't going to talk about this anymore.
Carry on and ignore me. I just need to rage some more.